you will never see my face nor hear my voice

you will never know may name

all that you will know of me are my thoughts through the words i write to say :

have you ever felt like your head wanted to explode?

like you want to drill a hole on your skull to relieve the pressure?

i do. i feel that way everyday.

di kita maintindihan

may panahon na ako lang ang kailangan mo para sumaya ang araw mo

maaga pa lang may text ka na

you have the uncanny ability to make me smile

with the simplest thing coming from you, i am happy

if only you'd do that more often

there is a pain inside of me that i cannot escape

it stings and throbs unlike anything that i have felt before

it is the pain of losing you

how does love come to a person?

is it by chance or by choice?

love came to me in a rather ordinary way

there are times when i think i'd lose my mind when i don't know where you are or how you're doing

there are times when i don't care, or at least i pretend not to care 

but most of the time, if not always, you remain as a constant thought in  my head

i light up, at the sound of your voice

you just make my heart sing

i hold on to every word you say

you and i together

on a sandy beach

i can just see

a twinkle in my eye

a happy face

a song in my heart